Why the fu*k iz every one busy! or lazy! becoz of dem i wasn't able to go _ _ _ _ _ _!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Charlie
Happy Birthday to you!

Hip Hip horay
Love you loads bro!-jemjem

Life is like a wheel
you can feel on top of the world
like nothing could bring you down
you're invinsible!
But like a wheel
you can be at the bottom
feeling so down
like you've never experienced happiness
like the world has just turned against you!


*an hour or two ago*
My life has been like a wheel today. I woke up so happy for no reason at all. Then I arranged a few things to go out w/ friends then I got happier!
After having a shower, my parents asked me to come w/ them to the airport to drop our relatives going to Bahrain, I said yes, and after doing that I felt sleepy so I had a nap inside the car. When I wokw up we were in METRO (this club thingy) then I got a irritated because I was suppose to be meeting at my friends house, and my parents know when I'm kinda pissed they can just sense it! Then they got pissed at me (THE WHEEL IS TURNING AND WE ARE ALMOST AT THE BOTTOM) We kinda a had a fight. Then we were at the awkward part right after the fight where everything is silent, then she started again. Anywayz when I put everything into words it doesn't seem like that big a deal, but. . . you just have to be there to understand!
OH AND MY LITTLE COUSIN WAS THERE WHICH DIDN'T HELP! MY MUM LOVES HER SO MUCH! GGGRRR! HRY I'M JEALOUS, AND I KNOW ITS A SIN, BUT HEY AT LEAST I CAN ADMIT IT!

*now*
I'm in my friends house at the moment writing this, I just realy need to get this out of my system! Well I think me and my mum are alright now!

My Stupid Mouth- John Mayer
My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see
She was offended
She said "well anyway..."
Just dying for a subject change

Oh, another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips
She looked out the window
Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess with the salt and pepper shaker
And I could see clearly
An indelible line was drawn
Between what was good, what just slipped out and what went wrong

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

I'm so bloody bored the most riddiculous questions pop up in my mind!
Is any one thinking of?
Do my friends in London remember me?
Do they ever think of me?
hOw are my brothers and sister?
What is my purpose in life?
What should I study in College and University?
What will I become when I'm older?
Will I have chilldren?
Will anyone ever like like me?
Have I ever been like liked but never been told?
Who are you?
Some of my friends get the girl nxt door vibe from me, UM. . WHY?
Will the bookstore have "The Burn Journals" when I go back?
Will I have the money if I go, and they have stock?
Will I ever become a writer?
Will I bitchSLAP a class mate of mine?
Do I have the guts?
wIll I ever perform infront of a crowd?
Do I have the guts?
Will I ever meet 'the one'?
Do I know 'the one' right now?
Will I ever meet Sponge Cola?
Will I ever get a line of 9?
Will I ever get started on my project?
What do I need to bring for the experiment on Wednesday?
Will I pass Biology?!
Will I pass Journalism?!
What will my average be?!
Why does everyone have a crush on the bassist of JOIN THE CLUB?
What will I wear nOv6?
Will I celebrate passing, or stay quiet and say I'll work harder this quarter?
Will I ever be good enough?
Will I make my parents proud?
Have I ever made them proud?
Am I a drag?
Who will be the nxt person to make me laugh?
Who will be the nxt person to piss me off?
Who will be the nxt person to ring me?
Who will be the nxt person to tell me they have a crush on the bassist?
Am I going to get another fu**ing mosquito bite?
Why do they like my blood so much?
Why don't they like to bite the other people in the house?
Will I ever recieve my present from my brothers and sisters?
Did someone try to fu**ing steal my fu**ing preZZie?!



listening to: Sponge Cola
Was watching: Troy
Feeling: LAZY
Want to: go out
Have: to get out of the house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was my math teacher's last day, it was so fun coz we didn't have to learn nething! But he also played songs for us on the guitar, one of them being my favourite, KNOCK ME OF MY FEET!!!!!! He found out I love the song so much he gave me the chords, he rocks.
He's is going to New York, he won't tell us what he's going to do there but he was a GREAT MATH TEACHER!! nOW HE'S LEAVING GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

wala lang

fINALLY WE GET TO RELAX FOR THE WEEKEND AND HERE COMES A NEW QUARTER, THERE JUST WATED TO SAY THAT!
UM...................... wAtching ABOUT A BOY getting home sick!

Yay it's finished, another 3 quarters to go.

Hi every1, if any of you ain't busy could you help my with the format of my science project, Ms _ _ _ _ _ _ _, is only giving us a week, and I'm a new student right, shes good at teaching but COME ON!
She used to be a Paulinian right?
Well anywayz, for sure, but I'd like not to think so, that I'm failing Math and maybe Biology (MAYBE= YES, I THINK SO :- !)
gOT to do my P.E project. ( This is really funny because I've never ever in my life have I ever had to do a project for................. P.E, COME ON YOU MOST BE JOKING, WOTEVA GOT TO DO IT!)

by Martha

Jem...first entry..nice! After an --- awkward silence.. hi again... to Jen, Jem, and Den.. T-I-R-E-D! chokefull of homeworks, heaps of projects, hectic practices (songfest) - during, in between, and after classes (with occasional interruptions by fire drills..yes... fire drills), and tons more of where those came from... two weeks from now, exams... this is suffering.. no.. the way i see it, sacrifice. I just have to be heroic yeah? all of us are tired -- Jen who juggles her being a MACer and group leader, Jem who painfully takes one class after another, Den who whole-heartedly (im sure..vocal chordly) practice for the songfest with Moosey, and I who bear the scars of being a student... Grabe! Drama! Dont get me wrong I like being a student...(friendships! put your hands in the air.. and wave 'em like ye just dont care!) but sometimes im...kapput..done for...exhasperated...

SHOUTs OUT TO
III-5 your the best ever!!

DANIEL RADCLIFFE HAPPY BIRTHDAY! congrats..u have your own fulham jersey..

CONGATULATIONS TO MY BIG SIS, CHARISSA, WHO IS GRADUATING AROUND THIS TIME, ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THE TIME, AND PLACE, ( lONDON)
IF YOU READ THIS, SORRY ME MUM & DAD COULDN'T BE THERE BUT WE ARE PROUD OF YOU. *LOTS OF LOVE JEM

nOW ME, AAAAAHHHHHHHHH I'M DROWNING IN WORK!
BUT FOR THE PEOPLE IN SPCP, ITS NOT LIKE YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY!!
1) I had a SM in Math
2) 4 quizzes in Journalism, isn't Sir _ _ _ _ _ _ e just great
3) Project for Biology
4) And last, 2nd project in Statistics and research.



hAVE TO DO MY H/W NOW
PEACE OUT, FROM THE REAL BLOODY BRIT! ;-P
jEM